Closed Eyes

He called her nose a peak.
She never knew
amorous nausea
until
his finger traced
along her bridge.
Instead of falling
in the water,
his fingers kept their balance.
Distantly, she heard him
discovering
a valley.
He rose out of her
be-freckled depths
to carve a gentle slopping plateau
along her forehead.
There,
his finger pressed
against her mind,
and there the imprint
will stay
until the sun no longer wakes.
Even in the darkness,
she remembers.

the condition of a moment

haphazardly hanging
on the last syllable
of a drawn out deposition,
without space
or time
to think,
bodies rush onwards-
though some may stay behind.

for a mere instant
it is the be
in being
that links us to gravity
and roots us
to the branches
of our longer times.

i have yet to understand
spontaneity.
though fighting
the one force
that does not bend
to the whims of political minds,
i now see
as stupidity.

everything has it's past,
but neither the desk chairs
nor the plastic furniture
resort to the reconstruction
of their ghostly elements.
they are your weight
upon your sitting,
and they are the air
upon your standing.
they are,
what I have trouble being.

momentary.

Hypnotism

I object to your presence in my head.
It’s nothing but a fool’s game
that you’ve taught me.
You secretly laughed
While I listened
Acted
Waited
Spoke
I learned to play along
Not as participant,
But as a piece itself.

Now you’ve caught me
Hanging on monkey bars
Higher from the ground
Than I’ve ever hung before.
I’m smarter than you know;
I long ago realized
The clouds wouldn’t catch me
If ever I am to fall
From this height.
I learned that,
When you had me jumping
In anticipation
For the next round.
I skimmed the sky
Not that long ago.
It hurt
When I grazed the roof.

Love is unconquerable
Words from a master
Of an ancient art
Cannot quell a hunch.
The knowing
And unknowing
Of all that is following distantly-
Yet embedded so closely-
Does not obey
The wants and wills of humans.
It’s allergic to this game,
And my body pays
For the mixture.

Love is a word
Like paper,
Only nobody has made it
Tear-able like the pulp of wood
Between two anguished hands.
There has yet to be a scientific breakthrough
That let’s love be engulfed in
The belly of a flame,
Not even a scavenger
Can pick at the remnants
Of love
Within the refuse of a soul.

Get out,
And leave be
My essence in its contemplation.
There is no cure,
And maybe even
No ailment.
That’s the beauty
Of shapeless things.
We never know,
Except what we imagine.

I believe
In the black
Shapeless form
Of unrequited,
But it isn’t solid.
I walk ahead.
As I pass
Through the shimmer
That isn’t quite
Color
But isn’t empty either,
I see the silhouette
Of a man
And his burnished gold chain
Fade.
Slowly
the amulet stops
its swinging.

So You Want to be a Writer

If you like your sleep,
don't bother.
Writing doesn't have the courtesy
to let you sleep.
You might as well,
get addicted to caffeine-
stock up on tea bags
and instant coffee-
for the nights of anxious words
that lie ahead.

Get in the habit
of eating your vegetables.
Writing is about endurance
Didn't mother always say,
"Spinach makes you strong."
It's true.
And like artists
who go on painting fruit,
writers can go on
about their broccoli,
and the readers never tire
of its green florets, veins, and valleys.
Also, since Americans
stopped endorsing
cookie devouring creatures,
they look forward
to anyone who successfully
makes a tomato entertaining.
It's the health department
you ultimately must win over,
with your pure and clean
stream of consciousness.

Write until your feet hurt.
This will happen
long after your
hand starts cramping
and maybe even after it goes numb,
but at least then
you have the assurance
that you wrote for
a good long while
and of that while
something had to be worth
sharing.
If you still
don't have anything
except the name of your sweetheart
scribbled over and over
across pages and pages
of now impure pages,
then you'll at least have a story
about how your feet
almost fell off
that one time you sat writing.

Finally,
if you must succeed
you'll stop reading
-or listening
as it may be-
to this rambling poem
and transfer some thoughts of your own
to whatever medium you choose
before this
stanza
ends.